Life Update: Longing

I have a job! A few weekends ago, I was torn between two options: To stay in Vernon or move to Vancouver. I did not want to live in Vernon, but due to time constraints, I ended up getting a job in Armstrong.

While I am glad to be done with the waiting phase, I can’t help but wish that I were somewhere different. I miss the excitement that comes with new opportunities. I tried so hard to get a job that I really wanted, but it didn’t end up working out in end. Because of this I feel lost, and can’t truly settle down as I am in the “don’t want to be here” mindset. It doesn’t help that my job is not what I expected. I am not challenged, and I am not passionate.

My goal for the next month is to find something that will make me happy. My job is not providing me joy, and I have nothing else in my life. I might try to volunteer, or find a new workout regimen. I also need to make friends. I need to find something to make my time here less of a temporary rest stop and more of a chapter in my life.

So that is where I am at the moment. Sorry I’ve posted more life related posts, I’ve just lacked creativity lately(as well as access to a camera :P). Hopefully, more inspiring posts are on the horizon.

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